EDIT: OH MY GOD!!!!! check it out, my other neighbor I will refer to as my country boy, said he would pay to have my internet turned back on...CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT?!?!? and he said he would also pay the bill every month while he was still here so he could use the net. I can't believe he is willing to do that for me. I have never had anyone do something that nice for me... NEVER...I feel like passing out..I can't believe it..I never even asked him, he just came up to the door and asked about it then told me all this stuff. I was shocked I can't beleive it. holy cow, my hearts pounding so fast now...I can't believe it...

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Well I found a job, nothing much but it's better then nothing. I work at the Waffle House down the street...*sighs* I'm getting 3.60 and hour for waitressing and I get to keep my tips. So hopefully I can make enough to pay the rent and not have to worry to much about where or how I'm going to come up with the money for it. It won't be enough to get my internet back in my name, at least not yet. But as soon as I get enough saved to make up the bill then I will get it turned back on so I don't get dropped all the time. Plus it will be mine and I don't have worries then. I don't mind the shareing trust me and I am grateful that I can, but when I get dropped I always have to go over to my asian hunny and get him to reconnect and I feel like I bother him enough as it is. I hate bugging people, I really do.

But enough of that...I have to work today for 3 hours. orintation thing (did I spell that right?) and then offically start on wednesday after my appiontment up north. It's those that I'm going to have to worry about now, if they are going to be angry about me havng to take those hours off, I can come in after I get done so that's not a problem except for the one where they shoot me in the neck with the needle, that one puts me out I can't funtion with that one at all. I was out last time, in pain and felt like I couldn't breath, it was horriable. But it's to stop this pain in my wrist and right now it didn't work, my wrist is still hurting and stinging a lot more. They said it gets better the more they do it...but can we say ouchy???

anyway I need to dry my hair and get ready to go. I have to be there by 4p...I just hope I make enough in tips like I did at the other restraunt, I was makng enough to pay them and even got caught up. So keep a prayer that I do and fingers crossed or which ever religion you are do something good for me to help me make it here so I can stay.

well you all take care and be safe.

Oh and thank you so much for all the faves on my newest one. Thank you thank you thank you.